I will say, as much as this has been and continues to take out of me, I have such wonderful friends. Everyone that I’ve talked to about the upcoming intervention with and the troubles going on have been ready to leap into Ultra Friend Mode and do I want to make plans to hang and recover with them? I’m generally the type who wants to be alone when I’m feeling really bad, but it’s still so sweet. And during mid level moments would be super refreshing.

Even talked with my ex last night as we were close the last time I went through this, and she told me to just say the word and I can fly over to her or she could fly to me. It’s always helped me in rough times how my support network all waves their hands and reminds me they’re there. 🧡

I need to post an article or piece about why one shouldn’t use the R-word on my Facebook. I was going to look up a generic article about it but figured it wouldn’t hurt to see if any of my followers know if a particular poignant post on it that would be better than woke Huff post or other. HMU if that’s the case for you.

I feel like food delivery workers must get to see a lot of interesting stuff haha. I just collected my food from a driver in a pair of pink pajama bottoms with little fishbowls being checked out by cats in snorkels and flippers along with a grey pajama button up top from a different pajama set with just kitty faces of various colors and the word MEOW between the faces. At like 1 in the afternoon. Haha. And I can’t help but suspect it wasn’t the weirdest or most amusing thing he’s seen all day. He certainly didn’t seem remotely phased.