pms madness – Thoughtfulfangirling

Annd today it seems I’m smelling Everything! I feel like I’m losing it. I have no clue where a lot of these subtle scents come from. I am terrible at identifying smells, and it’s leaving me on edge. I’m even spending time being like, ‘is this an okay smell? A good smell? Bad?’ I can’t even decide! But it’s… a lot in a very small way. Wtf even are periods??

So that was nice. Overwatch is my go to de-stressor when I get fixated (in this case anxious) about things. Don’t exactly have that at work. Working on learning Dvorak between tasks seemed to function a lot like playing Overwatch for me and really helped. Woo!

So I’ve kept up with doing maybe 5 minutes of stretching every morning and evening as well as reducing my caffeine intake. Three days out of the week I don’t let myself have any caffeinated beverage and all but Saturday I get exactly one.

The last couple of days it’s been a struggle to make myself do my stretching and today I caved on a caffeine ‘off’ day (tho tbf I only had one drink on my only two drink day the day before…).

Looked at my period tracker earlier this evening and I’m 2-4 days out to my period. Ah ha! Hahaha So that’s what’s up

My period is supposedly almost upon me (tracker and body says so) and I suspect it is the reason I’m just randomly, for no apparent reason, feeling bursts of anxiety. Nothing super strong but incredibly annoying. I really do. not. like 😕 wtf body??