Tag: personally

Bleh. Just having one of those days where I just can’t break this bad mood. It didn’t hit me until the end of the work day but it’s stuck with me for the rest of the evening. It doesn’t help that I don’t have much for distractions :-/

Got my very first manicure ever today. Took my mom to get hers done for her birthday and got mine done along with. Got a nice red color just on my nails, no gel or anything because ¯_(ツ)_/¯ 

The guy who did them told me I had natural oils on my nails which will make it come off fast, which was interesting to find out because normally, I apply nail polish and I’m lucky if I make it 24 hours before chipping even if I double layer it. Guess now I know why! 

Couldn’t quite understand if he told me how long he thinks it will last, so I guess I’ll just wait and see. Haha. 

Dentist trips make me soooo nervous. I’m going in so my dentist and begin work on a crown for a cracking tooth and I keep getting jabs of anxiety thinking about it. I don’t remember my last crown well but I don’t feel like it was even particularly bad. But that doesn’t seem to matter to my brain 😭😭

@feministfangirl Thank you! I really needed to hear that. I keep having that doubting thought of ‘your mattress isn’t even (possibly, def 9 yoa) a decade old. It’s functional. Is the pain really that bad?’ When I know it is! It’s been making it difficult to sleep. The job I have is tough on my joints. I need something Good! And the Fourth of July sales are still off so that’s $500 off a mattress and $300 off the frame (I’m also upgrading to Queen so my partner and I have some extra space. Currently have a full.)

Also I’m just a glutton for validation. 🤣 So Thank you!

So with my arm causing me so much trouble and lately feeling hip pain when lying down for bed, I’ve decided it’s time to get a new mattress. Current one is either just under a decade old or actually a decade old. And it was nothing fancy to begin with.

I’ll be the big 3-0 soon here and it just seems the right time for a Nice, Good mattress. Of course the things is that they’re expensive. So I know what I want. There are good deals right now. I have everything in my cart. But boy do I need to sit with it there for some time.

I mean, I know I could do the monthly payment thing but I don’t like the only offered plan and I don’t want interest. Sooo. Yeah. I just need to sit with it and self affirm that it’s the right decision.

I had a dream last night where I had a loose tooth. I kept pushing it back down and into place with my tongue, but when I’d move or talk, it would come up even farther until I finally realized that if I tried to sleep with it in my mouth, well it could be dangerous. So I lightly pressed up on it and it popped out. When I went to take it out of my mouth, it turned out to be like four of my teeth clumped together. I rolled over in bed to show it to my partner in horror. I only had my back molar left on that side. I had to go to the mirror and see how obvious it was before the level of my disturbance finally woke me. Ugh. I did not like that one.