Had my first unexpected pregnancy dream in well over a year. Kind of strange. And definitely uncomfortable. On top of the general ‘oh god I don’t know how to raise kids I don’t have space or money for them I’m going to screw this up,’ I was having complications. Water broke two weeks before they were ready to take the baby out and Doctor was like ‘I’ll be back in four hours to deal with this, just chill in the emergency room’????
It was… not fun.
Thoughtfulfangirling 