It’s so nonsensical, but I feel weirdly invisible tonight. I haven’t had the energy or the fortitude to create anything new really. Not on Tumblr, not on Facebook, just… nothing created (let’s face it: written) by me. Finally today I managed to puke out a post that’s probably really not too bad. It’s only been up for two hours, but the only person who’s responded to it was my middle school principal and it was a like. I know it’s just because it’s long and dense and can’t blame anyone, but I was So Proud to have managed Something and then… meh.
And the Bae is playing OW instead of reading with me like we’d gotten in the habit of doing. It’s typical that it takes up extra time Monday nights but we usually still manage to get in some time. So yeah. Feeling strangely invisible rn and definitively ridiculous for that.