I’ve been feeling really guilty about still having to reblog the links to my paypal, but here’s the thing:
1. my dad is in hospice 3 hours away and i really want to visit him when i can, while maintaining my own life in the city i live in.
2. my mom called me today in a panic saying that she and my brother were in a physical fight, but seeing as though she abused me for 17 years, i’m not very keen on believing her at all. my brother has barely responded to my text messages, and i need to go home to be with him and support him. again, home is 3 hours away.
3. poverty is the fucking pits. i try to help people where i can, and i have been so lucky to have people help me, oftentimes repeatedly. (i see y’all and i love y’all). i don’t think i deserve anyone’s help, but i am always so thankful when i get it.
4. i won’t get paid until the end of this month, and i’ve been trying to make one month’s income last for two months already. a month is a long time when you’re poor. so if you would like to help me not have to skip paying my gas & power & car insurance for the next two months, that would be so so so appreciated.
5. ultimately, i want to live in a world where people don’t feel ashamed to ask people for help or support or love, so i might as well try to lessen mine and other people’s shame & stigma about asking for help in the meantime.https://www.paypal.me/shakethecobwebs
https://www.paypal.me/shakethecobwebs
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