hey, so, since replies will never come back to tumblr and I don’t like the chat function, and on overall tumblr is a shitty place to build a community, I thought I’d make this post and let you guys know how much I appreciate the comments, ‘WITNESS!’, and likes you give me. Yah, I know it feels awkward to do it this way, but then again I can only do awkward and I’d rather have this expressed in any way than not doing so.
So, welcome to my weird way of saying hello and thank you. I thought I’d write you some words.
@sacrificethemtothesquid Hey there, I think you’re cool but I am totally intimidated talking to you and when I talk to you it sounds awfully awkward. Just like right now. Hello.
@inthroughthesunroof You have interesting thoughts but you don’t post much personal stuff yourself, so to me it’s curious when you like some of mine.
@almostdefinitelydying Always good having you around. I dunno, we don’t talk much, but that’s my feel.
@thebyrchentwigges I have no clue who you are but your name keeps appearing on my activity page. Hello.
@fadagaski Some day I can read all your fic, I have already tons of it bookmarked!! 😀
@ecouter-bien Self proclaimed spinster aunt. Always a joy to have on my dash! Do you tend to hide in the tags? (cuz that would be shame, I like your take on things)
@ahimsa-bitches I follow you to flirt with the dark forces of the Gigadumpster (sometimes I regret, sometimes not, lol. You keep me challenged ;))
@indiasierrabravo You rock. Keep your art coming 😀 Also yeeey, you finally posted a selfie! So cuuuute~!
@thoughtfulproxy You are so fast and talkative. And I like that, even though it’s challenging for me sometimes (I’m slooow). And I am telling you because I think you can appreciate an honest opinion! 🙂 (please tell me I wasnt wrong about that or this will haunt me ugh)
Oh boy. What is this list. There are more people who keep recurring on my activity page, but tagging one person who isn’t a mutual is enough extraversion for me and already gives me anxiety. Also I don’t dare to tag more mutuals either because, ugh, how do I dare to demand your attention in the first place (argh). This whole post does give me anxiety, actually. Ugh. But I feel like I need to make myself vulnerable when I want to be open and honest and tell you guys, I see you. And I appreciate a lot.
I secretly prepare for hatemail from you, even though it’s unlikely (but who knows, right), nah, it won’t happen, you’re all cool. I hope this post gives you only good feelings and no bad, just like your likes and comments give me only good feelings.
One last tag for @flamethrowing-hurdy-gurdy cuz u are obviously my fave hügger, I always like to miep with u, even when the droids are bad xD
/awkward out
Haha, no no, you are Spot On. My mind runs a mile a minute, and I can have multiple thoughts simultaneously about a single thing, so I totes get if I’m ever overwhelming. I’m… working on it… kinda ¬.¬ Haha
Feel free to lemme know if that ever happens and you need me to just cool it. 🙂
And this post was totally not bad in any way. I’m glad I saw it! I tend to forget to check my activity on this account sometimes. Hope you’ve gotten lots of encouragement and entertaining reblogs in the best way possible. 🙂